double post

Today got double post to make up for my absence in blogging =D hee hee so anyway i went to do a personality test today. There were 160 questions so initially dun wan to skip maths oso have to skip la. As i was doing to quiz, i felt that i understand myself better. Its funny how its been 17 years ++ and i still dun noe who i am, what i want...basically aimless. While we were doing, we asked each other if we were like that or this coz sometimes we really dun know if we were behaving that way without realising or rahter simply in denial. Its rather amusing because how ppl sees us is different then how we fell about ourselves. The way we present ourselves to our friends, on the outward is bold, strong but deep down inside we are actually weak, trembling. Like some things on that particular piece of paper. I asked Tania, she told me something i was surprised to hear, i didn't know ppl looked at me that way, in a way its comforting but also it makes you wonder, am i really like that? So i was just thinking, even though what our friends think about us is something totally opposite of how we ourselves think about ourselves, its better to put down what is the truth deep down, afterall its just a personality test, there is no wrong and right answers, we are different ppl frm different backgrounds , we are made differently, we are here on earth to learn,nobody is perfect even though we wish we were. cheers ! =)

Everyone we know in life, have some life lessons to offer us, we interact, and sometimes realtionships doesn't go the way we want it to turn out ( eh, not only bf & gf ar, dont sepet) but they have left a mark on us, a valueble lesson, that makes us stronger or simply be smarter or maybe the nilai that she possess. ppl come in and get out of our lives, and its because we let them into our lives that makes them part of you, so even if they were to suddenly get out of our lives, they have certainly already left a mark on out lives, thanks to my friends and family, i am who i am today, though i must say i am not perfect infact very much hateful, i really thank you guys who have always been patient to me, forgiving all my mistakes, and never complaining when i mistreated you. If it werent for these people who walk in and out of my life, i woudn' t have the characteristics i posses now. And if it werent for my friends and family, i wouldn't have been so outspoken. ( till it kills me sometimes xP)

just ignore this post, i'm talking rubbish...