heya! dont be surprised i am blogging coz i said i wont be using my handphone but i didnt say i wont be using the comp and the internet =) well next challenge would be not using the comp for a week >.< dunno can tahan or not... or rather, i can only use the comp for school purposes only, no windows media player or whatsoever, no internet even if i need to find images for school work... sounds super glum... anyway to test my patience phew!

i have been suffering a disease this week, its called the S.S. selfishsyndrome, i am usually selfish but this week i was worst >.< style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">my friends that i have hurt especially Tania. SORRY!) Was super busy this week, advise to all : do not be too reliable as you will only end yourself in more work and you will dwell in the frustration till you want to cry( depending on how well u can control your emotions =] )Everywhere i go, ppl keep asking me to do work, finish one task, hand in to the person in charge, then a second task comes on. Feel like a robot sometimes....

I guess i can understand y ppl would blog all about their daily life online in a blog. Its so easy and convenient, and once you write, your thoughts flows like a river, and you just want to continue yaking and yaking and yaking. i am actually starting to do that, and even i surprise myself, i thought i was just starting a blog to u know, talk about the fun things to do and all, but now its like i am using as a diary to complaint >.< really addictive, i wasnt suppose to do that.
coming to that, i am really envious how some ppl can keep their personal life so so so mysterious, and not even tempted to post anything about their personal feelings on their online diary. really envious they can fight temptation. They could just write poems about friends and rhyme them too. Oh yes speaking bout that, i just saw Mels blog, i feel sorry for Hen yu,please dont do silly things hen yu!! i doubt he will lol dont think he even cares =) and you dont have a silly face or smile or whatever was said on the slide show. You're awesome! ^-^

i guess i have to bring forward my challenge #1 to next week. just violate it a few minutes ago, coz out of ALL the handphones in the house, he HAS to call MY HANDPHONE, and request i pass it to my mum, y cant you just call her phone then?!!! real angry, was about to succeed, so near yet so far... can't blame poor old dad anyway, he doesnt know...but y me?>.<