outings

All the outings are finally lined up after finals.... there are just so many outings i don't know if my mom could cope with it hahahahhaha i think she is going to nag me, its like one week 2-3 outings for a few weeks and then suddenly one BIG outing which is to go Genting with my ji mui, and even in Genting have a mini meet up with my ex-colleague, so its like an outing within an outing hahaaha then there is Christmas presentations to go to, Tania's b'day, bringing my brother out since he will be back for Christmas, baking cookies for chinese new year....omg i'm basically just pure busy til next year, and the moment i'm free, my friend just got me a job so yea @.@

Sometimes i feel like how do people who has a huge social life even cope? i mean my social life is small, but still i have a lil difficulty coping, sometimes i wonder " where do these people get the money from? where do they get the time?" Well not that i'm complaining, i love my friends, and i really appreciate them for still inviting me even though i put them down ever so often =) but when i think of people who has a big social life? my greatest admiration goes all out to them man...but this month, i'm gonna splurge, coz next year i will be working my ass off =D so yea, next outing on the list Ariel's b'day ^^

Exams are officially over!!

Finally diploma is over, that was a real quick 2 years! *phew*
Though I did not do very well during my finals but at least it is done and over with. I'm actually quite afraid to know my results tomorrow :/ but what's done is done, we can't turn back the clock haih...

Right after collecting my results I'll be going straight to Johor to visit my brother :) got lots of shopping to do since I've been quarantining myself for the past month studying for finals hahaha lots of outings to plan and lots of books for me to catch up on ^^ and I'll be looking for a job too, 3 months worth of holiday can't be spent at home 24/7, I'll die. Got to start spring cleaning my room too! Ish...

Its the exam week

Sigh... Finals are finally here, it feels like just yesterday I started my journey on this course, and now it's gonna end soon. And yes stress is piling up >.< sucks man... 6 subjects in a day... Another 6 the following day, bahasa Malaysia the next ( yes I hv to take this exam, I thought it was over after form 5, now I know y ppl say BM haunts u) and then after that practicals for 3 more days and PSR presentations... Damn just typing it scares the living daylights outta me :( anyway its going to be over in 10 days.. Yeah!

I like how messy my table looks, makes me feel and look busy HAHAHA feeling very smart right now XD

Do you know the feeling of wanting to tell someone something yet you don't want the person to directly know, but you don't want to secretly write it out either but yet you don't want the whole world to know too? @.@ confusing but i feel like that right now... Feel like grabbing a stranger and blab everything out from A-Z and then part ways like nothing happened.

I've got something so say...

you know when you are stuck in a jam, and you've got nothing else to do but to think, and think and think? yea, so i've got a piece of my mind that i would like to share, and hopefully in the future when i look back, i would be able to laugh at myself. But right here, right now, this is my mentality....

#1
Sometimes i dun understand why some people only cherish a person once the person is gone and has moved on in life =/ i suppose they only know what is important once they've lost it. It like when you don't know what to eat, and you are staring at the menu? and then you eenie meenie minee mo on the menu and your finger lands on a dish? suddenly you feel very clear on what you want to eat and choose something other than the dish that your finger was pointing at -.- ok maybe it's a lil different, but still.....

#2
I also fail to understand, why can't a person share his problems to the girl he likes? i mean like, sure you say " oh, i don't want her to worry about me" don't cow shit me la ok? how would you feel if the situation is the other way round? Its as if the whole world knows except you, and it sucks to find out from another person. Come on la, confide in each other, it's through this that builds trust, then only the girl will feel secure with you ma...haih... you think following the shows make you heroic meh?

#3
whats the point of telling her friends how much you love her, describing and writing poems TO HER FRIENDS but not telling her a single thing? what, you expect her to be a private investigator and look through her friend's inbox and IM to find out? Tell her la~

Haih...if couples dun suffer from all this, life would be so much smoother, but NO...all this has to happen, like that life only got "drama" ma .... oh well... so basically that is what a girl thinks, i might not represent ALL girls, but in the end i'm still a girl, so i count as well. You can either take it or leave it, laugh at it or take it seriously =) Just my humble opinion

something for everyone

Have you heard of the saying " Don't judge a book by it's cover"? but no matter how "high" our moral ground is, you still can't help but to judge people, come on, we ARE humans after all.

Well i'm not sure if you do this, but there are times when i'm walking in a mall, and i see this really weird looking couple, like probably one being attractive but the other being the exact opposite, i tend to go " wah, like that oso got people want ar?" ok, i know i'm being mean ( and i know some of you do too, just that you guys don't say it out) but please hear me out, or rather in this case read me out hahahaha sounds wrong...

Anyway, it occurred to me, what you are has made you who you are today. You know sometimes you see a really attractive girl? and her attitude is like a total b*tch? and then you wonder, what does her boyfriend sees in her? is he blind or something? And then you see this really attractive guy going out with a nerdy girl with 0% fashion sense, and you'll be like WTH?! Like i said, what you are has made you who you are today. If you are born unattractive, somehow that has molded you into who you are today, you'll probably be very humble and simple minded who don't expect much out of life. If it were the other way round, you'll probably be stuck-up, arrogant and expect to have more in a partner ( not stereotyping, i do have attractive friends who are really nice ^^)

what i'm trying to say is, it all boils down to personality, who says only the cute and attractive ones gets a life partner? Does that mean all ugly ppl will die alone? NO! Out there, there is definitely someone for everyone, nobody is ugly, everybody is beautiful in some way, it doesn't necessarily need to be your appearance.

O.o

Was blowing my hair this morning and then I suddenly realised I like the way I look when I'm not wearing spectacles and contact lenses. Then it hit me, life is like that, life is beautiful when u know just enough, knowing too much just ruins it. Just that blurry image makes u contented.

Felt like a philosopher this morning man, must be the hair dryer helping me connect my brain cells :)