Suck. It. Up.

That has been my moto for the past 2 weeks. Suck it up. it really isn't my first time working, nor is it my first time doing an internship either, but this time round , it was definitely brought up a notch higher. Perhaps much was expected out  me, but I can only do so much. I'm still human afterall limited to 24 hours a day... it gets so overwhelming, I feel like running away sometimes. So much easier to run away than to face the problem heads on. This round of internship really taught me alot about myself as well as the working environment. How people scheme at the workplace...I could instantly feel that I'm still very green. I suppose everyone started off like me, but then others starts to take advantage of you and in the end even the most hardworking people gets tired and start to scheme to save their own butts. Oh wells, what can I do? I'm JUST A TRAINEE so yea...suck it up.

random thoughts

It's sad to see what society has become these days. Gone are the days where good Samaritans are willing to lend a hand to those in need. I don't blame them, coz there are many cases of good people lending a helping hand and then got themselves into trouble. Recently my friends has been sending SMS on cases like an Indian family, together with wife and baby, going round robbing people who would sympathize with them, asking for a ride under the rain, only to rob the person who offered to give them a lift. It's disgusting how these people can be so selfish, by exposing a young infant in the cold pouring rain to get sympathy votes to rob, and it's disgusting to know that these people would hurt another human being for their selfish gain. But then again, I also sympathize the people who rob, most of the time they need the money more than we do, though i hope the money stolen goes to good use and not to buy booze and drugs. Those who rob to survive in the city, to feed their families and send their children to school. I'm pretty sure they are scared too when they rob, coz if they don't fend for themselves, who will? and out of wedlock, they rob. I wonder, how can we make this world a better place? I wonder, if more people would just reach out to touch their lives, would this community be a better place to live in? I wonder.. if i will ever be able to reach out to these people.