There are many things that my heart tugs me to do, things which are right, things which are noble, things to stand up for; but somehow eventually I would move away cowardly from that instinct, brush it under the carpet, ignore that instinct, afraid of what others would think of me. Cowardly blaming it on the people around me giving excuses that if I were to stop and help, I would hold down the whole group. But then I would regret it later, and wallow in "what if's" that things would have been different if I did something. Wishful thinkings.
Have you ever stand up for what you think is right? I've always been saying I'll do something next time, but in the end, same cowardly reaction. I need a catalyst... Oh where art thou?
*sorry for not posting any updates on my french trip, was meaning to do it but wifi in France sux.. Now that I'm back, I'm quite lazy to plot my thoughts back on "paper" so I'll just let the pictures on fb do the talking ;)
